I Write
The world is bitter.
No… perhaps I am bitter,
Despair and darkness have become my friends.
But is that such a bad thing?
It’s a miracle I haven’t gone insane.
I know I drive myself to this point,
But I can’t help my irrational fears,
Nor my hatred of seemingly nothing.
I’m forced to latch on to the one thing:
My innate desire to write.
It’s the only thing that keeps me humanized,
The only thing that fights my inner demons.
I don’t write for others or for the world.
Rather, I write for myself.
I write because if I didn’t,
I would’ve been pushed over the edge long ago.
When I see others praise my writing,
I feel my demons shrink away bit by bit.
And suddenly, I thirst for more writing,
Like some kind of twisted drug addiction.
No, I don’t write for others or for the world.
I write to fight for my life.
I may be imperfect and otherwise untalented,
But, above all else, most importantly:
I write.