I wonder
I wonder what its like
to be happy
to be someone who isn't me
to be normal
to not have these thoughts
to be able to just "fit in"
just one of those people who's there
who every one likes
nothing but a smile and "hello"
expected from them
they are the ones who are truly free
free of their mind
free of worry
free of being someone like me
I wonder
oh how I wonder
what it's like
to be
someone other than me.