I wish I didn't write about you.
Red.
So Red.
That's what color you seeped out.
But please don't get me wrong, it's not
because that's the color of
love
and passion
No.
it is the color that disrupts and scatters.
it's unnatural and intrusive
and it demands to be seen.
it's hot and it burns in the most bitter way possible.
like a sun burn that screams with every sting
"it's your fault for getting
hurt
you
stayed out in my too long."
Red.
The color that coats all your problems
The color that claims and invades and taints everything it falls on.
You.
The color that spills out of cut veins and curious hearts
The color that captures the mind and drowns it in chronic lies
Red.
Something I used to like
It was deep and unknowable
The color of a pervasive and vibrant sunset.
Something to be admired.
But now,
it is only the color I paint my mouth with when I'm angry.