I wish..
You have filled my lungs with your smoke,
You have stained the backs of my eyelids.
When they speak of love, I feel you.
When I close my eyes, I see you.
I wish I could let you go,
I wish this never happened.
I blame you for making me fall for you,
I get so mad when I think of you.
You carry such a beautiful soul, that's what makes me hate you,
Give me a reason to hate you.
God damn I wish I could hate you.