I Used to Be Afraid, but Now I Am Strong
I used to be afraid
But now I am strong
Conversations were a battleground
And I was easily defeated
But the silence was worse
It really wasn't what I needed
My worst enemy was myself
My thoughts beat me every day
I tried to put them up on a shelf
But they would not go away
I was afraid everyone would hate me
If I only said a word
That nobody would want me
I felt like I was stabbed with a sword
At night my thoughts grew louder
A roaring sound that would not dissappear
Until I felt like my world was ending
Becuase it was all that I could hear
But then I started praying
More than once a day
And things started turning
I felt like life finally went my way
With help from the Lord
I was able to stand strong
To take up for myself
To not think I was so wrong
I used to think I was broken
But now, I am okay
I pushed myself to get better
Now nothing can stand in my way
I used to be afraid
Of the thoughts in my head
Of the people all around me
But now, instead
I look at the world through different eyes
I can control what I see
I am way more positive
And I can be who I want to be
I used to be afriad
But now I am strong