I Saw the Future, I Was in It
Lo and behold, inside of me
in a crooked corner that plays hymns of once spoken words and memories,
there lies a prophecy
Encased in glass to be broken in bed positioned moments of convincing
and to old friends reminiscing
Speak to me the words hidden on your cluttered shelf
The ones that say “It’s hard to think of anything besides all the ways I want to kill myself”
Deliver to me the youthful images that left you sly with a quiver
What makes you read to passerby’s: To upcoming death, a sacrifice, a giver
No linger hide your bones that grow and dance with age and rust
Mend all your parts that have gone back home; returned to dust
In wait for your perish, only in the moments of mourning will you know what to cherish
Do you need death for life to flourish?
Is a waste of life what makes the ache of death nourished?
Bottle your mangled self like a morning’s dew
Drink when you are thirsty for all the half lived moments you thought were true
Love all the parts of people and the world that leave you teetering on motions of heavy and blue
All the parts of a worldly existence that seperates days from happiness like a sadistic glue
In my words that need exorcised for self honesty
Read of my soul’s loneliness and sob monody
You might just begin to understand the teaching of a bone etched prophecy
