I remember
I remember a time
when I couldn't look in the mirror
without watching a tear
roll down my face
and I thought I was a disgrace
I remember a time
when my heart was so far apart
and I thought I was anything but smart
I remember a time
when I was so hurt
and my face was as worn and dry
as a desert
and the sad thing is
it was my future self
who was looking back
to when I was screaming for help
and I hope its my future self
who isn't as full of stealf
and isn't so full of pain
I hope she is dreaming of dancing in the rain
instead of going deeper down my lane