Do you know how it feels?

 My promises lay broken on the floor like they meant nothing 

 

Every night I would pray you’d remember me

That I would come back running into your open arms like some fantasy 

Every full moon I would look up and wish you well.

 

Where ever you were my heart still dwelled

 

But you forgot me...

 

You didn’t need me...

 

Even though I was physically gone my spirit was still there

 

And, when I returned my body was trapped in a nightmare 

 

You forgot me

 

You forgot our promise

 

I miss my best friend 

 

... but you don’t miss me

 

I spent so many years away

So many nights I prayed...

 

I prayed for our happily ever after 

 

But happy ever afters don’t exists 

  

I wish I could forget you too, but my brain still resists

 

So for now I’m stuck with this

 

.... it’s been 7 days..

You never came

 

But you aren’t the one to blame

 

Stupid girl you actually tried

 

Stupid girl he already said good bye...

 

Stupid girl you were the first one to cry

 

Stupid girl... you were the first one to say goodbye...