I once knew a girl: fear of recovery
I once knew a girl
she was happy as could be
loved herself and knew her worth
but then she grew up
I once knew a girl
who thought she was so grown up
she began to desire control
control over her body
I once knew a girl
who made a friend named Ana
she and Ana became the best of friends
until the day she got too close
I once knew a girl
so consumed with fear
she couldn't escape
she couldn't control
and she was all alone
I once knew a girl
who was afraid of gaining weight
she never ate
she ran three miles a day
running from her fear
I once knew a girl
who was thin and pale and dizzy
she loved to starve, she loved to suffer
so afraid of her ownself
I once knew a girl
who was told that she could die
she cried and cried
she was so afaid
to fight the monster inside
I once knew a girl
who was brave
she took the first steps
she stopped running
and faced the monster inside
I once knew a girl
who was braver than any I knew
she tried and tried
and slowly, slowly
she beat the monster inside
I know a girl
who is happy and healthy once more
no longer in the grips of anorexia
she is no longer afraid