I've been popping pills, can't you tell?

Pupils dilated, high as hell

Numb my pain, they do it well, brilliant mind like Galileo

Rolling L's, light up, in a hour I'll ash my Lucky

Trying to wish back when I had Timmy, Tommy, and Chucky

Seemed so little, but when you're older, they're not so tiny

Writing this inside my notebook

Take a toke and think of Mommy

Hair fell out; days went from bright to cloudy

Lupus was her appointment, so she had to leave early

Never tardy.