I miss you.

Last thing you told me 

Before you left was I love you. 

But, I don’t get why you loving me 

Means you having to be taken away from your son.

I always think maybe one day 

You will surprise me and say 

I’m never leaving.

That day is still to come.

If you truly loved me you would have went to rehab.

Now look at me all lonely having to care of mom with no father 

In my life anymore.

Struggle is real without you.

The feeling of guilt inside of me, I always blame myself for you leaving.

I love you too, Dad.

And I miss you too.