I'm cut down day by day, told this and that. Never have my parents say "I'm proud of you". Always hear them say "Do what's practical". I don't care if what I want is practical ro not I just want to be me. I'm betrayed by many, but stuck true to all. No matter what I do I'm never good enough I just want to be me. Never want to be close to anyone 'cause they all leave. I have a huge past, but try not to let it control me and I always fail. I'm truly unhappy, but no one knows because the sad fact is I'm a great actress.