I Didn't Care Enough To Care
Every day was a chore
I never even wished for more
To wish would be to care
To care would be a dream to me
I didn’t have the desire
To continue on as a liar
My smile was a falsehood
A mask to hide the frown within
But denial held me back
I labeled it as a phase
And within my heart I stacked
The sadness I couldn’t escape
The mirror doesn’t lie
It doesn’t try to hide its thoughts
Playful banter cut me deep
As jokes about my weight
Weighed down my heavy heart
But sadness was a short term fate
I wasn’t really alone
My sorrow simply didn’t last
I quickly left my throne
of lies and let my feelings out
I let my emotions flow
Tears and laughter filled my soul
A soul once filled with grief
All I needed was another piece
The puzzle of my sadness
Was solved by the one who cared
Enough to help my tender self
that didn’t even care enough
To care about how I truly felt