I am a liar
Blood drips onto the floor from the knives in my back
Tears flood from my eyes as it all goes black
I let people hurt me because I trust too much
I let them consume me, my thoughts and such
I am nothing. A speck of dust in space
Who cares what I think?
I am a lost case
I don’t know who I am
I don’t give a damn
But I do
I care what people think, what people say. What is true?
As I melt to insanity nothing can help me
Anxiety drags me down hard
It doesn’t care how much I plea
No one sees
I hide, I mask myself
I pretend it's a breeze
I make everyone think I’m this happy girl with not a care in the world
I strive for A’s, to make myself feel better
But nothing can hide the fact I'm falling into the black seas
The black seas I call home.
They are my walls my strength
I now keep friends at arm's length
I have been hurt to many times
I'm stronger I say, but I'm not
I'm not
I’m broken
I’m hurt
I'm weak, I fall into the fire
I'm not strong
All I am is a liar