There is a void left
When you are gone
I am afraid that you will hurt me
So I fight you off
With harsh words
I hit you hard
The blows I give
I leave the scars
I take you to the limits
Where one day
When you have had it
There won't be
Space left in your heart
To forgive me and
embrace my broken parts
Till then I will try
And that's how I am programmed
The fear of heartbreak
Scares me the most
And if I melt for a person
I conciously make
efforts to hurt them
So The next time I approach
The doors are shut closed
It calms my mind to know
No one's there to hurt me anymore