I AM
I am eccentric and original
I wonder how many friends I would have if only people would get to know me.
I hear whispers from my bio mother….
I see her there when she isn’t
I want my step mother to adopt me
I am eccentric and original
I pretend to stand up against bullies in the mirror…
I feel that unicorns might actually be real… no joke
I touch the sky when I feel like flying
I worry that one day, I will have to face Shannon (bio mom) again.
I cry when I think of her and what she did to me
I am eccentric and original
I understand that I probably won’t ever have to talk to her again, but just the thought scares me
I say, everything happens for a reason
I dream about my younger years and all the abuse I had to endure and my dreams are usually in detail
I try to be the best kid I can be every day, at school and at home
I hope that one day my younger years will just be a small thought in the back of my mind
I am eccentric and original