The Hurting & The Healing
January
Another year, another promise to myself to be happy
February
The weather outside isn’t the only thing that’s cold
The sadness transformed into hatred
March
I refuse to give up this time,
I will rise above… eventually
April
I will let go of the past
I will let go of the past
I will let go of the past
May
I long for the dead
I will be okay
I owe it to my parents
I owe it to myself
June
I don’t have to put up with him grabbing me like that
I won’t ever let anyone treat me that way again
Revelation: I am so much more than I think
July
My smiles are no longer rehearsed nor forced
I welcomed Seventeen among friends and family
I don’t feel so empty after all
August
This time next year I will be pursuing my dreams
All I’ve ever wanted was to help people
September
It’s getting colder, but I remain lighthearted
I have said my good byes to my departing friends
The self-loathing no longer consumes me
October
I am worthy of everything
I am not the disappointment I thought I was
Positivity becomes me
November
Despite all of the political nonsense,
I think this is the purest form of happiness I’ve experienced
It’s true what they say
Adversity introduces a woman to herself and her power
I am ready to take on the world