I take eight tablets and capsules a day.

They help hide the unreliable wiring to my mind.

Giving me this false intoxication.

Frenzied sometimes, but dispiritedness always.

I just get this abnormal logic.

Living every waking day petrified.

I don't want a panic attack!

I don't want to feel like a monster,

trapped in systems of hospitals!

What else would you expect though?

I am Bipolar type 2.