How I feel 

how I feel cannot be real

rediculed misunderstood 

inside this idealistic brotherhood

the power of my words cannot be broken

but can't express the feelings I've awoken 

Shunned

like a bullit to my head with a gun

how could they understand me when I dont

dreams

As I grow older my dreams begin to slinder

Reality hits and I realize i begin to hinder

As a grow I realize my feelings

these feelings keep me paralyzed