To pull against her trust

To push for her safety

I was the only one

Where the scale is missing

My judgment is measured

Yet both seem to weigh a ton

Emotionally broken

Now physically scarred

I wish the proof was none

Jagged edges

Flesh fresh of red

But I can’t just say I’m done

Myself the most

We all want her back

But she seems too far gone

The conflict it seems

Unreal to most

Now I am the closest one!