I hope with all my heart, everyday towards my new start.  I have been sad for way too long and I always feel like I am wrong.  I've gained and lost so much hope and my neck seems tied with a rope.  I will not be better for far too long but it doesn't hurt so much when I Hear my favorite songs.  I don't want to be sad anymore but I'm not sure how to take that tour.  I'm driving myself mad and insane;  Please help me get rid of all this pain.  Lies are the truth and the truth is a lie.Why can't I just listen to my self cry? My mind is like a rave; It's slowly driving me into the grave.   Sadness is inevitable But happiness is a choice that's unforgettable   With all my hope I've gotten so far, I can't stop now. I will smile again; some way, some how.