they say

hope has 

feathers

maybe 

that’s how

it was able 

to leave me 

in a dark room

with no doors 

and one window

I can see 

how life 

leaves me 

behind

I see my friends

living their lives 

without me

it pains me

to think 

that I will

never get better

living my life 

as nothing

losing my dreams

is my 

nightmare