Deceit
Desire… that’s what I feel when you are nearby
and your aroma fills my nose and
your voice fills my ears and
you draw me near and near
and you make me fall more and more.
Exceptional is what you are,
and my heart beats and pounds like a loud banging of a door
in a calm dark night and afraid that you will hear it
but hoping that you will acknowledge the beating, because my heart, is indeed beating for you
Confused as to what you feel,
I know it will never top my feelings,
for what I feel right now
is utmost admiration for a human like you,
but your feelings are at a none, while mine skyrocket every second
Even your flaws are small masterpieces that the gods cannot defy,
and I am left blind because all I see is perfection in you,
but never none in me
In case you are wondering,
I never ever thought about feeling this type of affection for you,
it just happened like the change of time
or a sudden change of rainy day to sunny day
To be completely true,
my heart does beat for you,
but know now that I know that yours
will never beat for me,
for your heart is slowly and slowly perhaps beating for another
And I am still left with that desire that cannot leave me
It is quite deceiving
and almost quite revealing
And will probably drive me crazy until you become mine