I hide behind my smile

so fresh and clean

I hide behind my eyes

so blue and supreme

the looks they give me

I don't let them know it means a thing

though the feeling it eats me up everyday

lonley and bitter

I sit in my room to pray

I am not good enough

I am just me

nothing special, don't you see

as my thoughts take over

I lost another part of me today

no one will ever know

no one can ever see

what's hiding inside me

the real me