I miss him 
But not only do I miss him 
I miss the adventure 
I miss feeling something 
He evokes something in me 
Something I’ve never found anywhere else 
I want to feel again 
I want to hurt 
And laugh 
And kiss 
And yearn 
And question
And chase 
And breathe 
And sigh 
And cry 
And smile 
And disapprove 
And try 
I miss trying 
I miss caring about something 
About someone 
God do I love him 

I miss my adventure 

The adventure of him