Her God
Things are not what it seems
Sometimes we’re just a person’s dream
You see yourself as a misfit
But take a look at your life again
After you get done reading this shit
You have nothing to talk if you’re a rich kid
This is about a person whose life was given
And she almost risked it
To understand her story
You just have to live it
Smiles can really deceiving
She smiles all the time
How she does it is intriguing
A dad who wasn’t even there
Mom found out that he was leaving
Through everything that she’s been seeing
She has a life that’s hard to believe in
The story she told will be unfold
With her darkness that shines like gold
Her love and passion is amazingly bold
Six months premature
Doctor said her life will be done for sure
Only two pounds, small as a fist
They had no hopes, that was it
But her mother resists
Making sure the baby’s life will be one that exist
Nurtured and love unconditionally
Her mother left in a year eventually
Taken in by strangers “Uncle” and “Auntie”
As she grows she knows
Her life isn’t what it’s suppose
It gave her nothing and left her alone
So she questioned her birth
Is her existence really what it’s worth
The hopes her mother has put
Lost and feeling unloved
Without her mom, the emotional needs wasn’t enough
No love is like her mother’s love
Life keeps getting tough
Then fights broke out between them
Being in and out of the house was rough
Now this is when things fall apart for real
Now she’s figuring out ways to deal
With all the pain that she feels
Suicidal thoughts, depression reveals
She grabs a bottle of pills
She gets a chill
Thinking her want for happiness would be fulfilled
She sits still staring at these pills
She fears that it could get herself killed
But through the years she has fought
She throws the bottle
Having second thoughts
Second thoughts given from God
She saw that her life was a miracle
She can’t waste God’s creation
The love from Him is subliminal
Her happiness is from Him
It’s incredibly incredible
God created a gifted individual
Her story is exceptional
She’s staying loyal and faithful
She’s staying blessed and grateful
Her God is her life
The happiness is truly inside
Smiles are there for reasons
God’s been with her through the seasons
God’s in her heart and mind
Her is happiness is really divine
“Life is too short to not be smiling all the time”