I lied

I said

“i'm fine”

I smiled

But behind that

I'm scared

Of myself

Of u

Yes I refuse

to open up

Not because

I'm scared

To get hurt

Not because

I dont trust u

no

I'm scared

if I show u

My scars

My fears

My feelings

you’ll leave me

To cope with it

all alone

With The realness

The realness that

Overwhelms and breaks

Breaks me down

Till there's nothing

to break

Nothing to feel

But leaves a pain

That won't leave

Please help

Help me feel okay again

im done

living this empty life

Help me