Heaven
I reached up to take a
piece of heaven from the sky.
Without knowing that all I could
grab was a piece of air.
Unknowing to the senses yet weightless
to the heart.
Tear by tear that empty space was filled with sadness.
Of wishes.
Of regret.
Of anguish.
Of uncertainty---
The well of despair.
Yet each day he was there.
Waiting.
He looked down, and I looked up.
I wanted to grab him--but I was too scared.
A coward.
I kept running away from the truth. From my treasure.
Heaven.
Yet he only stared at me.
I belonged to him.
I reached up to take a piece of heaven from the sky.
Without knowing he grabed me.
My heaven.
Then I finally understood:
The well of despair
waited
like a coward
for a heaven
that had belonged to her from the beginning.