As this day became the most worst of all

just ask you think everything going right

Hahah you think

just to realist that it's not 

He didn't even have the guts to tell me to my face 

the truth reads his face "breakup"

I tried to understand the reason for his answers

the "Pause' felt like a dead end 

but it only stopped me to think harder 

as I sat at the opposite side of the table while I was alone while he sat there laughing at the other end 

The more I tried to play it off made me break and crumble even more 

what was more like a bullet to my heart which bleed through my soul 

when he yelled at me and said we broken up which he said just to take it slow

only to speed up and run me over 

the emotions palled on as more words came out his mouth 

as I wrote this poem wishing a smile would reappear but made it only disappear

through the deception of his ego which didn't seem to

notice me melt in between his hands

this is the moment I needed to hold on to something there was nothing to hold on to 

ask I reached for a miracle which didn't exist

only shows how I left to dry up 

and the more thinking showed me he was trying to protect me of a lie 

which he admitted to 

that only showed the heartbreak that was contagious of REAL LOVE