Heart of Contradiction
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I wish that I could sleep, I wish I couldn’t see,
All the things that we could be.
I wish that I could breathe, I wish that it was we,
But it’s you plus her, not me.
I wish that I could stop, I wish that I could see,
There’s other fish in the sea.
I wish you weren’t gone, I wish this thought so much,
It’s hopeless, I’m not enough.
I wish that we could talk, I wish you were my friend,
If you were, this wouldn’t end.
I wish you thought of me, I wish that you could see,
But you just don’t look at me.
I wish I couldn’t feel, I wish we wouldn’t part,
Because you have a true heart.
I wish I could move on, yet wish I was the one,
But it’s time to say we’re done.