to turn back  

means more of the  

constant chase 

 

to nowhere 

 

the familiarity that 

nowhere has 

 

empty but full 

and endless ways leading 

 

empty 

 

familiar doesn’t equal 

comfortable 

 

familiar doesn’t equal 

safe 

 

to step out of that pillow means 

pain 

 

what makes it right is 

it's not the pain of Familiar 

 

it’s the pain of Healing