Where to start, I honestly don't even know

The journey in my life lately has made me a broken soul

I keep trying to write these happy poems but they all seem to turn sad

A bumpy road it's been this past year i'm frustrated and i'm mad

Losing touch with my family, losing touch with myself

Heart break from being cheated on I try putting my emotions on the shelf

Where do I go from here, I wasted two years

All for a girl who decieved me, i've lost count of the countless tears

As I said before I am a broken soul

People keep telling me i'll be okay but I need more than being told

I am alone and I am hurting, confused and totally lost

I guess thats the price of what my dignity has cost

I am defying the rules of what this poetry slam is all about

Not all of us are in a happy stage of life but this is still a twist and shout

For my mind is troubled, personality is cold, and my heart is calling out

Life has it's harsdhips, but there Is hope in my future, full of happiness without a doubt