"hah, well im gay anyway"
"hah, well im gay anyway"
it was a joke...
but it wasnt.
it was not a derrogatory term i was using to insult myself
no, it was not me trying to make you laugh
because i feel it would be okay with you.
out of like everyone...
who else would accept me better than yuo?
but you were like a mirror
you bounced back the word
you made it sound insulting
well it wasnt
itss who i am
and though i wish and wish
and wish and wish and wish and wish and wish
and wish that i could change who i am
i cant
i am this
some call freak
some say is going to hell
thats me
and i want you to know.
not, it was not me confessing
it was playfull in a way
but you turned it around
thx