"hah, well im gay anyway"

"hah, well im gay anyway"

it was a joke...

but it wasnt.

it was not a derrogatory term i was using to insult myself

no, it was not me trying to make you laugh

because i feel it would be okay with you.

out of like everyone...

who else would accept me better than yuo?

but you were like a mirror

you bounced back the word

you made it sound insulting

well it wasnt

itss who i am

and though i wish and wish

and wish and wish and wish and wish and wish

and wish that i could change who i am

i cant

i am this 

some call freak

some say is going to hell

thats me

and i want you to know.

not, it was not me confessing

it was playfull in a way

but you turned it around

thx

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