A Gift Unopened
I have never laughed
Nor have I cried.
No one has called me
Or looked me in the eye.
I have no name,
But you may call me a stat.
Is life fair?
I’ll never know that.
I’m an aborted child:
Never to feel,
Never to love,
Never to feel loved.
They left me here
Abandoned and alone,
Yet one question lingers:
Is this murder?
Don’t you think
That’s what it would seem,
But how could one kill I
Who has never come to be?
Parents, I’m sure you thought
That this was best for you,
Maybe best for all,
But what about me?
Who gave you the right
To play God like this?
But who cares what I think, right?
After all, how could I,
Who has never lived,
Ever desire to die?
I can’t imagine why
You’d throw away a gift
You’ve yet to open.
All I know is
You’ve ended my chapter,
Without it even beginning.
Never will it contain
A happy ever-after.
Will you regret
Ending my book?
Was this choice worth
The life that you took?
If you didn’t want me,
I’m sure someone did.
Someone deserving
But couldn’t receive.
I’ll never be an adult.
I’ll never throw a fit.
I’ll never experience the world
Or have a life to live.
Who knows what all
That could have been.
Maybe I would have
Cured cancer, fallen in love.
But it really doesn’t matter
What I would have done, does it?
Because I won’t, I can’t, I never will.
And that’s on you.
Of course, how could I expect
You to understand?
I mean, is it possible for me
To miss something I never had?
I’m not angry
Nor am I forgiving.
Just look through my eyes,
And see what I see.