Get Over Yourself and Do It
I sat down to write with just one task, it was quite clear:
That all I had to do tonight was write about my fear
Though this may seem quite easy, it is not, I can attest
We’ll start then, with my desire to be better than the rest
This first one is simple enough to write, as I begin my tale here
In fewest words, I am just really terrified of failure
I’m not quite sure where it began- early, to say the least
At any rate, it’s far too late for me to slay the beast
“Just get up and try again,” you cry, “No need to be so meek!”
But it isn’t so, I turn to go, too terrified to speak
I’ve so much locked inside me, just waiting to be said
But though I try to let them fly, the words fall flat and dead
This insecurity is crippling, there’s nothing else to do
If failure is my greatest fear, this is surely number two
Perhaps these two are intertwined, just one fear after all
It hardly matters, at any rate, it’s left me feeling small
At night I lie awake and despair of my aberration
To picture me as normal is just too great of a temptation
I think of all the ways that I could benefit humanity
But this lost dream rips at the seams, chips away at my sanity
It’s much too hard then to be brave, really, I should just quit
But tonight, it will be enough I think, just to click submit