My fear of you has caused me to plan

I'm a super planner

I plan for parts of you I don't understand 

My fear of you has caused me to work harder 

My peers think I'm smarter 

But I'm not 

I'm filled with fear 

Trying to figure out which direction I'm going to steer

My life in 

You are so unknown 

It's scary 

The thought of you makes me want to groan 

But you're inevitable 

Something that I have to face 

I want to make a difference 

And you're the location 

The place 

Future I am afraid of you 

But you are puushing me to do what I need to do 

Thank you