Age nothing but a number but that seems to be all that is thought about when something is said. Don't question my abilities because it's not somthing you would expect from a 19 year old. Just because when you were my age you wouldn't've done it, you would've just said "fucked it, I'll just find another school." Don't you know times have changed, just saying fuck it cause it takes a little bit more effort, patience, and strength doesn't get you anywhere. Saying "fuck it" to something just because its hard,  isn't me at all. I accept the challenge and try to finish it to the best of my abilities even if it takes longer the everyone else. We see right now how saying "fuck that" to school doesn't work in ya favor, just look at you some 20 to 30 years later. No disrepect but you dropped out college you're junior year after you got my mother pregnate, got into a trucking school, got that license and started driving truck.... its close to 30 years later and you're still driving a truck complaining about "Damn I wish I knew what I know now back then, I wouldn't've done trucking." When all you do is say "fuck that" or "fuck it" because it requires you have to work harder because some obstacles come into ya path, you'll never achieve a thing in life. So why not stop saying "fuck it" and just go back to school and finally say "I've finished it" that way you to can do what you love and get paid for it. Its never to late but I know I know you'll just say "fuck it" because it'll require putting in to much work....