When i discovered you 

i was hysterical 

wasn't sure if i was capable to love or provide

Long nights i prayed 

Long nights i cryed 

Feeling like my life shattered 

what an mistake i created 

exploring options to make the problem go away 

Cold jelly on my belly 

body tensed from shock 

ears hear a small but yet strong heart beat 

eyes viewed tiny hands, feet, and head 

Water works started to form 

Guilt filled my heart 

what a blessing you are 

forgive me for even thinking about a way out.