Here I am with him,

Cringing in his arms. 

I lived a life of love lacking,

He knows that. 

He wants to show me love to make up for what I missed,

I agreed to be loved but I didn't agree to this.

Here I am with him,

My gut wrenches when he asks me for a kiss. 

I say no, 

But I know it's not an answer that he'll accept.

I glue my lips together as he moves in,

Trying to move away but he just won't quit.

I feel his tongue like a like a slimy spear that is trying to penetrate my lips.

Everything inside me is screaming but I just endure the torture.

Eventually I break free, 

I can't help but wipe away his saliva from my lips in disgust.

He thinks I feel his love but I just leave feeling lost.