FIGHT

I WAS BROUGHT OUT OF THE WOMB TO BE THROWN AWAY OR SO I THOUGHT. WELL THE WORLD HAD OTHER PLANS CAUSE I AM STILL ALIVE. MY HOPES WERE PUT ON THE DREAMS OF PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY LOST THERE WAY. BUT I WANTED TO BELIEVE. SO I DID. MY FAMILY DIDNT KNOW MY SUFFERING THEY WERE BUSY PUT THERE HANDS ON MY SIBLINGS, I THOUGHT WAS NORMAL, BUT I SAW THE TRUTH WITH IN MYSELF, THE BEATINGS GOT WERE WORSE AS I GOT OLDER NO ONE BELIEVED IN MY SUFFERING. THEY THOUGHT I WAS A DRAMA QUEEN, SO I MADE MYSELF ONE, I DIDNT CARE WHO TOOK TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME CAUSE I ALREADY LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT PARTS AT A YOUNG AGE. GET BEAT AT SCHOOL GET BEAT AT HOME PROTECT THE ONES FROM THE DEMONS WE CALL ADOPTED MOTHER, PLEASE THE ONE WHO MOLESTED, BEAT THE PAIN HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE, MAKE THE HOPE STAY AND GROW, SLOWLY GOING OUT, DONT TRUST ANYONE, PUSH AWAY SO THAT I DONT HURT THEM. BUILD THE WALL HIGH SO NO CAN BREAK THROUGH AND HURT ME, WOOPS TO LATE ANOTHER LEAVES, DO DRUGS AT SCHOOL HANG OUT WITH THE WRONG GROUP BUT GO HOME BE THE GOOD INNOCENT GIRL THEY EXPECT HAVE A FATHER INAPPROATELY TOUCH HAVE THE BREAK DOWNS COME OUT REACH THE LINE OF DEATH, SECOND YEAR BE ABANDON BY PEOPLE GET YOUR HEART BROKEN BY BOYS WHO THOUGHT WERE EVERYTHING TO YOU.

I ACTED OUT CAUSE NO ONE SEEMED TO NOTICED. THEN I DEVELOPED DEPRESSION, THEN I DEVELOPED UNEXPLICABLE PAIN. I FIRST JUST WANTED TO HIDE IT THEN I MET A GROUP OF PEOPLE, EVEN THOUGH I PUSHED THEY PUSHED BACK AND SO I BEGAN TO FIGHT.

MY DREAMS HAVE BEEN TURNED INTO REALITY IN A WAY, I HAVE MET PEOPLE WHO ACCEPT ME FOR ME AND I ALSO HAVE THIS PEICE IN SIDE OF ME THAT STILL WANTS BREAK I AM STILL SLOWLY LOSING MY MIND.

BUT THAT IS WHY WHY I FIGHT, SO THAT I CAN LIVE ANOTHER NIGHT. SOME TTIMES I WISH I HAVE MY SIGHT. BUT I KNOW THAT I WILL BE LIVING AND THAT IS WHY WE ALL HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING TO LIVE WHY ITS ALSO DIFFICULT TO BE PUT INTO THESE SIMPLE WORDS AND ALSO I KNOW THERE ARE NO RYMES BUT NOT ALL POEMS SHOULD BE LIKE THAT. SO THIS IS WHY I FIGHT.

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