The Fever Dream
Through the dark mist
your ghostly body
appears
stepping
lightly,
darkly,
steadily.
A hum rising
softly calling.
Lying on a cloud
floating,
legs numb and stiff,
slowly spinning,
slowly breathing,
a stuck prisoner,
your humming calls
to me.
Its steady monotone: rises
sharply
like a needle poking skin,
Then Falls.
It rises stronger,
urgent,
like orphaned puppies
wail for its mamma.
It falls as if in deep thought,
contemplating like plato,
Rising again
angry
like a yelling siren
“get out the way get out the way”.
Back to a steady hum,
a hurricane's eye,
An eruption of pure
Rage
a lynch moabs roar.
My innards curl up into a ball,
Brain kicked like a ball,
my claws ready to kill.
The ghostly body screams,
the sound of
hell
uttered in breath.
My numb body fights.
The sound must be stopped,
“go away,
Go Away!
LEave ME IN PEacE!”
Circling calling
The hums pulsing
a spiral of pain
pulling me down.
The calls,
poke,
Jab,
Slap.
building, Building, BUILDING,
"I'm gonna die
I'm gonna die."
Fight the hum,
like moving mountains,
like holding lava.
Fighting for reality
your image fading
into the dark mist.
"Im safe,
Im awake."
-- Solomon Sorokin.