forgave but not forgiven

Afraid and ashamed

Learning how to trust again

Feeling a sense of sercurity amongst yourself away from everyone 

Trying cover up the hurt you are feeling while slipping into a shadow to hide

Pressured to be something you're not and even though you run  away from all of it 

You hide behind masks only so no one knows the real you 

Tired but felt alone

Falling into deep despair leaving you want to explode but don't

Then finally breaking down failing to keep all those emotions in

Hating having people look at you as if you're  the center of the universe

Feeling the stares on you as you leave  to the one place no one would dare to look

Once you make it to your mission to be invisible and go into hiding everyone who supposedly loved you turns away leaving you stranded on your island of depression not even helping you out of it helpless