The Feelings...
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The hurt
The angerThe devastationThe thoughts and wonder ..The feeling you hate getting but can't help but to feelYou wonder if there's anyone there for youBut after experiencing so much you decide to stop wonderingYou want to feel like you have freedom or the right to be wantedBut you don't ..It's like you apply for a certain job and the opposite of you gets itYou try to think about why they didn't choose you& You begin to question yourselfIs it because of my skin color?Or just basically how I look or represent myself?You don't quite understand anything anymoreAnd you been let down so much til you don't quite know how to feel about some situationsYou've been pleasing people long enough just to fit in and you know that's not youBut you still do it just because you want to feel appreciativeYou're not that person everyone see on the outsideBecause that person on the inside just want to feel appreciated by people that will like them for them .