Feel my pain
I write and I write,
yet no one sees,
yet no one reads,
is it that bad,
is it that horrible,
that it makes your eyes,
want to bleed,
am I a horrible person,
to write how I feel,
to write myself out as a monster,
well I am one,
yet I do not cut,
I lust,
and love,
and hurt,
and bleed,
in many other ways,
you won't see,
scars are beautiful to me,
since I have many,
physically and mentally,
I'm unstable,
fine to others,
but not fine to myself,
so here's my life story,
please forgive me,
please bare ur eyes,
and feel my pain,
as I scream,
myself awake,
this is not a goodbye,
nor is it a hello,
but my heart is,
burning,
for I have fallen,
deep down,
where no one,
can save me.....