Feel
Some day you wake up and you
feel
something in the air.
You know something is lingering around you. You
feel
it hanging off of your skeleton. A nipping of fear and knowing.
A phone call that says it all.
Knowing
that you will never hear his voice again.
Hating
yourself for missing the signs.
Stressing
about the imaginary future that you had planned with him.
You feel alone.
Alone
Tired
Sad
Alone
Alone
Alone
Music doesn't sound the same without him.
Food doesn't taste the way it is supposed too.
The sun doesn't shine the way it was meant too.
You lost your best friend, and the pain will not go away anytime soon.
I won't lie about that.
But,
you are capable of growing from this.
Sorrow
gets you nowhere.
Trying
takes effort.
I know.
But, even though today doesn't shine the way you need it too,
remember
the sun will always shine again,
even after the
darkest
of storms.