Father Figure
Physically you're here
Mentally you're there
Emotionally, you were never prepared...
You've made me hate my self
For many years...
Why father?
What have I done to you?
You've made me cry
I'm sorry father if I hate you...
You see, you were never really ready
Because you made me wanna end my life...
A father doesn't do that
Because they are the reason for your smile...
But you weren't and never will be,
Sorry father you hear the truth...
But behind the broken promises
And tears
And lies
There are rotten years too
I would have rather seen you say goodbye...
Hatred fills my soul
And eyes...
When I hear
Daddy's little girl,
Because oh how I wished I had a father,
but it's all a big blur
To have loved and shared...
Never have I had a man figure who has stood up and cared
Never have I had a man figure say
"Don't worry, i'll be there"...
I hope to never meet someone like you,
Because I would die,
I would rather you just leave,
Leave with no goodbye
Because my heart has been broken since I was 7 yrs old
I try to remember the good that you've done,
but all I remember is how you were such an asshole...
I wish I had a father,
One that had actually cared...
If you call yourself a father,
You're wrong
Because you were never there...
It's to late to ask for anything,
Because the hate has built up inside,
It's to late to erase all the memories,
Because all I feel is terrified...
What's done is done,
Nobody could change it,
Not even you...
The feelings are made,
So goodbye father
I'm sorry, but you've made me hate you...