a fantastical heartbreak
this you feel is unrequited love
she has your heart and dances with it letting it hit anything passing by
scraped by the underbrush and stepped on by her new partner
you linger on your history reaching for another second of her presence
there is no one else on this earth
you feel it is just you and her
and that is why you are lonely my dear
she is an angel and angels do not exist on earth
you have placed her farther away
you are sinking as you reach for her
i am sinking as i reach for you
pulling you down to hell with me
the flames tickling at your feet
you laugh only to entertain my existence in your life
i could just as well be a siren
without her you are sailing a rough sea
i am a beautiful siren; a perfectly timed distraction
if you squint i am your angel
i will be your temporary replacement
i do not want you to feel any pain i do not want to take you
you are drowning in the sea of my tears for you
im sorry my love for you is a watery grave
you tell me i am your angel but i know that you’re squinting
i will clip my wings for you so you can meet your real angel in heaven
because it is not just you and her on earth
it is you feeling alone even though i have given my legs up to be with you
she is an angel in heaven and i am a sinner sunk to hell by my greed for you
i cannot have you and you cannot have her
take my legs they are not mine anymore
take my heightened breath when you are around
take the flowers growing in my tired heart
lay them on the grave of her memory
say goodbye to her
i give you every detail of me as a parting gift as i say goodbye to you
i can stand a lonely eternity in hell if i know that you are living
so run with the power of my legs
breathe my heightened breath
and live with my love