False Affection
Pain, pain,
Came my way.
It’s funny how it keeps coming
Back another day.
You said it was over,
You said it was done
Hell, it would have gotten us in trouble
In the long run.
Like a fire ablaze in my chest, pain sears
This whole situation, it seems too much to handle, too much to bear.
How funny, you told me you’d always be there.
Why did I believe you?
It was too good to be true.
Why did I think you were different
Than all those before you?
I was stupid
Ha! No surprise
I should’ve been smart; I should’ve opened my eyes.
But I wasn’t, I didn’t
And so I’m left with a broken heart.
God knows why I thought you wouldn’t rip it apart.
I was lovestruck, I was blind
Like all the others, from the start,
You were probably planning my demise.
I was so fucking stupid, so fucking naïve, you never needed me
All the more reason for us not to be.
With this said and done, I leave you with a simple question, a mere thought:
Haven’t you any idea how much pain you’ve brought?