Fading
Location
Falling, fading
I'm slowly losing myself
ino the eternal hole of darkness
pain, betrayal, and abandonment
is all I have felt
in my 17 years of life
my smile does not reach my eyes
from a lively blue to a lifeless grey
my eyes lost their color
as more scars appear
Falling, fading
I close myself off from society
my once so called friends
have forgotten me
my family does not understand
my pain seems to last forever
with no escape
the light of happiness gone
and the darkness takes over
as dangerous thoughts fill my mind
Fallin, fadng
it seems that everything good
is disappeaing
destorying my soul and heart
even so more
I try to make everybody happy,
everyone but myself
my dreams and ambitions
forgotten, gone, and dead
while the nightmares become real
and torture me
Falling, fading
I have always been
the shoulder for others to cry on,
the counciler, advisor
making unnessacary sacrifices
but never having anyone there for me
easily forgotten and replaced
only until I am needed
I don't think that I will ever be truely happy again
but after all this is only self pity
that's what they all say
but to me it is something more
The action and thoughts lead to
the slight depression of many others
whom feel as if they are
Fading