John 20:27 

27 Then He said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and examine My hands.

Extend your hand and put it into My side. Do not continue in your unbelief,

but believe.”

Experience and desire

Desire to have an experience from God

To have spirit and soul separated

Hunger to accept the consequence

To be by the Cross consecrated

Be conformed to the death of the Lord

Have your will bend completely to Him

Choose to be hidden in the cleft of the rock

So to be protected and alive deep within

Jan Wienen